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Stacy

Please pray for me...tomorrow I go for a colposcopy & biopsies because of a high amount of abnormal pre cancer cells. I dodged the cancer bullet about fifteen years ago and was strongly encouraged to have a hysterectomy, but didn't due to schedule and finances. I am high risk due to family history of female issues and multiple sexual assaults/molestations during childhood and teenage years. I am very anxious about having this procedure done and am praying also that my ride actually shows this time...this procedure was supposed to happen a couple weeks ago but the Logisticare driver never showed.

Also please pray for transportation issue. I was supposed to get my car back a couple weeks ago, but the problem that now the fourth mechanic...the previous three messed it up... has been trying to figure out since April is still a mystery. This is an old VW that my son built and gave to me two years ago. For the last year and a half I've mostly been without a car. I...with my sons financial help from California...have put over $1,500 into it not counting all the tows, and am still without transportation. I am on permanent disability and get less than $1000 a month income. No one will loan me $ for another car, I have no $ for down payment even if they did, and no one to co-sign for me. I have to have this car fixed. What little I have left over each month goes to pay others to take me to run errands, grocery shop, etc. A solution to this problem is desperately needed. The extra income needs to go to groceries as SNAP benefits are only $15 a month.

Another reason I'm so anxious about tomorrow is that it's my late mother's birthday...it's the first since she passed last November. A lot of issues were left unresolved and I find myself waking up angry lately and I know that this is the reason. For over 20 years my mother lied about me...I sent my brother to prison for molesting my daughter when she was four. He admitted it and described to judge what he did to my daughter in front of me, my ex husband, my late father, AND my mother. Yet for all that time she lied saying I falsely accused him, that he was on drugs and didn't know what he was doing and instead of him being ostracized from family, I have been for all these years. Even though my mother has passed, the lies continue with my brother and sister. The Lord has called me to be a witness to my family...I have run from this calling for quite awhile now, but I know now beyond a shadow of a doubt that it's time for me to answer that call.

Thanks so much for praying with me on these issues and for the encouraging word ministry! Oh how I long to be able to worship in person again...I know God will answer prayers in His time and His will be done. I just want Him to use me as He sees fit. Trusting Him to continue working all this out.

Thanks again and God Bless each and every one of you!

Received: September 15, 2019